I came to a "simple" conclusion: I need to focus on who I am, not on who I'll never be.
But simple conclusions are never as simple as they seem to be :) and usually they are coming after a lot of complications. Well... Another conclusion just came to me- it's not always keeping things simple that avoids complications. Sometimes we need things to get complicated, so we can understand how simple they are.
Those conclusions got me confused... Well then... Good night Everyone ;)