Hot & Cold

Yesterday beautiful sunny day. Today- rain from the morning. 

Yesterday small melancholy. Today- power to act.

Yesterday long lazy day. Today- too little time for anything.

Life on two poles.

Excuse me...no excuses!

I'm finding excuses too easily. Yes. Enough for today :)

Good manners

 Where did the good manners go? Where are ladies? Where gentlemen? 

 I don't know. All I know is that it's unpolite and unpleasant not to answer for "Good morning". And that times when women were wearing only dresses are the times that I'm longing for. 

 

Hunger

I'm so hungry today!
I want to draw, to dance, to write haiku,
to travel,
to create, to meditate,
to write, think, walk,
to change, to rearrange,
to cook, to read a book,
to sit outside and feel spring in the air,
ah!


Free day brings so much good.

Hexe

Hexe means 'witch' in German. So today I met a witch that came to the shop and asked for something with cats. It fascinates me how different people are... How different stories they're bringing everywhere with themselves, wherever they go. I was so curious what kind of witch that woman was, does she cast spells or makes love elixirs? Maybe she can fortune-tell me? But I had to hold the horses of my curiosity and keep the customer-seller proper distance. From what she said, she was the good witch but she lost some friends when they found out. 

Oh! How nice and different she was from another woman, not from today... In my mind I'm calling her "Lady in a fur" but she was far away from being a lady and really close to be a witch in the true mening of the word! 

Say yes, say no, say let's go!

Oh, Monday again! Yes, it was yesterday but it just occured to me that yesterday I was so close to quit job, start another without any experience, move from South to the North of country, pack my life in boxes and suitcases and be on the road again, start from almost nothing again, be new and foreign somewhere again. Stop! 

 Will I ever stop? 

 So I was on the train again, having a lot of time to think about how I almost change my life with one decision. One decision! One "yes" or one "no". You can also say "maybe" or "later" or "I don't know" but it won't change anything. Only Yes and No have driving force. 

 What will be your next "yes" or "no"? What will be mine?

Don't look down!

And don't ever look back. What's there, will stay there.

I'm a bit scared of myself becouse my thoughts and prayers have actually a power to happen! :O Second time I thought "Something gotta change" and the next day unexpected twist happens! We want so many things- why soe of them happen and the other don't? I would even risk a statement that things that we want badly don't happen. Things that we want to happen but we don't pay that much attention to them- they have much bigger chances. Maybe Mr Murphy wrote down this rule?

I'm a total rebel today- I painted my nails dark red! Ha!

Battery low

 Ufff, a lot of things consuming energy- early waking up, work, worries, worries and worries. Who made up worries? They should find him/her and torture badly with tickling! Actually... Yes! Worries are the worst energy eaters, energetic vampires I know. And I still allow them to eat me bit by bit. 

  And so I woke up this morning with a life battery low, wondering what to do to have it charged again? Go back and sleep? That would made me even more sleepy, I got enough of sleep. Coffee? Doesn't work like that with me. Let me think, let me think... Battery? Charger? Electricity... High voltage! Bingo! AC DC! :D Instead of sentimental songs- solid energy kick!